I would like to confront my dad because of the way he treated me and made me feel like he didn’t love me. My dad has always had an anger issue and he could never really show any other emotion towards me, my mom, my brother and sister, or any living thing really. I would like to be able to sit down with him and have a real conversation about how I felt towards him growing up, how he hurt me more then he told me he loved me, and made me feel like shit almost my entire life. I still see him on a weekly basis and could confront him if I really wanted to, but I would only want to if he could actually listen to what I’m saying and understand how I feel. But he still has his anger problem to this day and talking to him about even the simplest little things are almost impossible, so I know I could never tell him how I feel without him getting pissed, yelling, and turning it on me.
I miss just the lack of responsibility, the care free mind of a kid, and being able to enjoy little things like swinging on a swing set with your best friend. Kids never have to worry about what I’m going to eat tonight, how am I going to afford the basic things every person needs to survive, how I’m going to get to where I need to be, as a kid you have adults there to worry about those kind of things in life for you, all you need to do is be a kid and enjoy life. As a kid you got your own worries and stresses, but they are so small and simple they really don’t even matter and in ten minutes all those worries and forgotten about. When your an adult you have alot bigger things that you need to worry and stress about and alot of times those worries and things causing you to stress can just take over your mind and be all you think about, it can get really hard in life.
My goals are/were to get everything involved with courts and the police worked out and pay for the mistakes I made, I’ve been through the courts and as long as I obey the law and don’t get arrested again I wont have to go back, and I don’t plan to. The goal I’m currently working on is enrolling into GED classes and eventually taking the GED test and passing, it still wont be as good as if I graduated from high school but its better then I have now and I hope my education doesn’t end there. After getting my GED I want to get a nice job that can fully support me and help me work on a good life and good future for me and my boyfriend.
Dogs are a man’s best friend. So rightly is the above phase said? Dogs as pets these days are considered nothing less than a family member. A man thus spends so much buying different accessories for the dog. One of these accessories is the Dog collar. A collar is a piece of material put around the neck of a dog. There are different purposes of putting a collar. These can be either for identification, controlling or for mere fashion. Small dog collars are also put to teach and direct the dog when one is taking him out for a walk. Designer dog collars are available these days. Thus one can buy these if one wants to give his dog a trendy look.
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